2013 World Breastfeeding Week – August 1-7
Failure
On July 27, 1997 I delivered my first baby. I was determined to breastfeed, I read everything I could get my hands on and I thought I was prepared. I assumed it would be easy and come naturally, but little did I know, I would have such a struggle.
I only breastfed my son for a little over two months.
I failed and I didn’t know why. All I knew was I tried and tried and it hurt. I had cracked nipples, I bled. It hurt so bad and I couldn’t figure out what I was doing wrong. So I quit.
My second baby came in late 1998 and I had the exact same experience. I only breastfed her for 6 weeks… and I quit.
My third baby came in 2000 and I was determined to make breastfeeding work. I continued reading over those 3 years and was sure this time I could make it… and I did. I breastfed for an entire year and I loved it, however those first few months were not easy. I wished I could go back and try my breastfeeding experience over with my first two babies.
Breastfeeding just does not come as easy for some people as it does for others and I do not know why.
Success
I successfully breastfed my 3rd, 4th and 5th babies for an entire year. In fact, my Baby Jack is over 13 months now and I am still exclusively breastfeeding him. Was it easy? No. Even though I succeeded with these three, it was still a struggle in the beginning. It takes me almost 3 months to be able to breastfeed with no pain. I have no idea why, but it hurts so bad in the beginning. It takes my nipples that long to finally toughen up. I have figured out through trial and error – if I can just make it to that 3 month mark, it will be a breeze after that and I will love it.
